Im buying Xanax

[williamwallace]

Hi All...

Ok, Im at the end of my rope and am gunna just go buy xanax online and take it as needed. Im done only getting 30 or so pills for a month from a Dr and having to determine when I should or should not take it because I may run out. Instead, since practically nothing really works (except xanax), Im going to take it whenever I need it and not feel constrained or guilty about becoming some junkie. They don't know what its like to experience anxiety every day of every week of your entire life. They just say "ok, lets try this and see what happens. Call me in 4 weeks and we'll make another appt for 2 months out". GFY!!! I need to get my life back. Last night I actually slept great and am an animal at work today. Fresh, motivated, ready to conquer the world. Most days Im paralyzed from either tiredness or hyper anxiety.

After I ramp up a tolerance to it, like I have b4 I'll switch to something else. If you happen to know a great online source/website I would greatly appreciate it. I'll find one soon enough, just thought I'd ask to save a little time.

Thanks for listening to my shenanigans
William

[aljj0032]

I'm kinnda on the same boat right now, I'm tired of having anxiety and panic attacks and the only thing that seems to work are benzos.My doc won't give me anymore so me living so close to mexico just cross the international bridge and buy them there with no problems.It's easy for a doc to tell you a bunch of things but they are not the ones experiencing the hell.I'v been taking them for 1 year now but I'm building a tolerance.Iv had anxiety since the 5th grade and never had i been on meds till about a year ago,i had always been able to control it through constant exercise but lately things have to started to unravel and i had to rely on meds which make feel like I'm in a prison cause of the dependency but like you said I needed to take back my life, it had been so so bad I didn't know what else to do.I called in sick to work and I feel so guilty, its the 3rd in 3 weeks I do it, I just felt i wouldn't be able to do the drive.I work about 40 mins from where I live in another city.I work nights 12hrs shift at a medical center and sometime with little to no sleep during the day and all this stress.I't a living breathing nightmare.best of luck to you and be safe with those online drugs.tc

[williamwallace]

I'm kinnda on the same boat right now, I'm tired of having anxiety and panic attacks and the only thing that seems to work are benzos.My doc won't give me anymore so me living so close to mexico just cross the international bridge and buy them there with no problems.It's easy for a doc to tell you a bunch of things but they are not the ones experiencing the hell.I'v been taking them for 1 year now but I'm building a tolerance.Iv had anxiety since the 5th grade and never had i been on meds till about a year ago,i had always been able to control it through constant exercise but lately things have to started to unravel and i had to rely on meds which make feel like I'm in a prison cause of the dependency but like you said I needed to take back my life, it had been so so bad I didn't know what else to do.I called in sick to work and I feel so guilty, its the 3rd in 3 weeks I do it, I just felt i wouldn't be able to do the drive.I work about 40 mins from where I live in another city.I work nights 12hrs shift at a medical center and sometime with little to no sleep during the day and all this stress.I't a living breathing nightmare.best of luck to you and be safe with those online drugs.tc

You do what it takes to get back whatever kind of life you had. Because the Drs will drag it out and drag it out until you're dead. They havent the slightest idea what we go thru daily. Perhaps they are trying to do good, I dont know but they certainly do NOT get the urgency, which means they dont get US. Is there anything else that works for you that you could switch to? I know klonopin works for me. I can take a few of those and things will be better. Not as good as xanax but good. Also, if I can get a nap in that works too.

Frankie, thanks for listening my friend and dont worry, I'll be careful.

[Lm22]

Try switching docs first buying online sounds sketchy

[lizard0921]

Do you not get refills?

[anxietycat]

i wish i could give you my xanax. i got some to try at my last appointment and hated it. it made me so dizzy. i prefer ativan.