Starting to feel that darkness coming back -

[mosa369]

Suffered a really break down back in January 2010. It was a big one I couldn't eat, constantly crying, low mood and insomnia. My mother had to come and live with me as I have two daughters and even having my girls around me wasn't lifting my mood. I've just broke up with my boyfriend it's such a complicated situation so I'll try my hardest to explain. He is a Muslim and I'm non religious, so we started seeing each other it was never meant to be anything serious at the beginning though through time we have grown close very close. To me he is the perfect guy in every way, kind, thoughtful, etc. We get on so well in the whole year and a half of being together we have not argued once except for in the last week. He cannot commit to me because of his region and that makes me feel so bad inside he also mentioned that he was only meant to be having fun until he got married. Now those words just broke me into pieces I feel used and not good enough for him. I've started feeling low again like before I don't want to eat, I can not sleep and I can't stop crying. I'm sooo scared that I'm going to get ill again.

[NixonRulz]

Suffered a really break down back in January 2010. It was a big one I couldn't eat, constantly crying, low mood and insomnia. My mother had to come and live with me as I have two daughters and even having my girls around me wasn't lifting my mood. I've just broke up with my boyfriend it's such a complicated situation so I'll try my hardest to explain. He is a Muslim and I'm non religious, so we started seeing each other it was never meant to be anything serious at the beginning though through time we have grown close very close. To me he is the perfect guy in every way, kind, thoughtful, etc. We get on so well in the whole year and a half of being together we have not argued once except for in the last week. He cannot commit to me because of his region and that makes me feel so bad inside he also mentioned that he was only meant to be having fun until he got married. Now those words just broke me into pieces I feel used and not good enough for him. I've started feeling low again like before I don't want to eat, I can not sleep and I can't stop crying. I'm sooo scared that I'm going to get ill again.

That really does suck

I don't know too much about Muslims but I understand they are very strict and if they aren't, their family sure is.

I wouldn't feel used if I were you. I am sure he really digs you but his faith will not allow outside marriages

With that being said, if that is one of the only times he pulls that card but does so many other things that go agains this religion, that is a problem

Don't be scared about falling ill again, I understand your concern though

Anybody going through a breakup feels the same and does the same things

You are just feeling down, but it will pick back up regardless how things work out

Only temporary.

[mosa369]

Thank you NixonRulz for your reply - Your right it's only temporary and I know I don't feel it now but I know time is a healer. I just hate this the feeling is so horrible everything seems to cause me to cry I feel ridiculous. Thank you again for your kind and confederate words they have made me feel a little better :)