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basst1
02-15-2014, 06:56 PM
I am feeling depressed. Defeated by life. No care and emptiness for other people's issues like my family. I really just don't care. And to top it off I feel emptiness and nothing for my own daughter and husband. I don't even feel like I want to be me. ..not suicidal or wanting to be someone else... just feels like I don't even want to be me. I am always yelling at my almost 3 year old for everything she gets Into and always arguing with my husband. Everything he do or say irritates me to the point I just say yes or no to avoid an argument with him. He's hard to deal with. He's stubborn and if I make a comment he will explain why I am wrong and he's right. So I don't even bother any more. I just say yes or no to avoid all aggravation. I feel like I don't want to be here but still do. Idk I can't explain. Just feeling a lot discouraged by life and all the responsibility. I want to be that little girl again and run and hide behind my mom.
JoeCool
02-15-2014, 10:37 PM
I am feeling depressed. Defeated by life. No care and emptiness for other people's issues like my family. I really just don't care. And to top it off I feel emptiness and nothing for my own daughter and husband. I don't even feel like I want to be me. ..not suicidal or wanting to be someone else... just feels like I don't even want to be me. I am always yelling at my almost 3 year old for everything she gets Into and always arguing with my husband. Everything he do or say irritates me to the point I just say yes or no to avoid an argument with him. He's hard to deal with. He's stubborn and if I make a comment he will explain why I am wrong and he's right. So I don't even bother any more. I just say yes or no to avoid all aggravation. I feel like I don't want to be here but still do. Idk I can't explain. Just feeling a lot discouraged by life and all the responsibility. I want to be that little girl again and run and hide behind my mom.
basst1... I'm sorry to read what you are going through. Have you reached out to a therapist or counselor? Sometimes talking to someone about these type of feelings really helps. It puts a perspective on things that one cannot see because were mired in the spiral that is depression. The good thing is you realize that you feel the way you do. You are not alone in this!