stp4779
02-02-2014, 12:30 PM
I drank last night so I know that alcohol has a lot to do with me feeling anxious today, but I just have so many thoughts running around in my head. Ever since we got back from the honeymoon I've been pretty sad and then anxious that I'm going to be sad forever. Went out bowling with friends last night and tried my best to have a good time, but really the whole time I just wanted to curl up in bed with my husband and cry. He's a great support – he also has some anxiety issues so he understands. I've found I really only want to hang out with him lately and no one else.
As some of you may know I weened off Wellbutrin in December, then started having anxiety again. So now I've been back on it for about 2 weeks but don't seem to feel much better. Good days and bad. I'm mad at myself for ever weening off it in the first place. I feel like it may have triggered all this crap. I've been reading the stickies on amino acids and magnesium and was thinking of trying that. Has anyone had any success with that? Having friends over tonight for the Super Bowl and I'm not anxious to have company, but I am anxious that I have to go home now (I'm at work) and help my husband with some cleaning which for me, is very difficult to get through without crying. Still feel overwhelmed by the new house. When I'm there alone all I want to do is crawl into bed and hang out with my cat :(
Rough day today, hopefully tomorrow will be better.
As some of you may know I weened off Wellbutrin in December, then started having anxiety again. So now I've been back on it for about 2 weeks but don't seem to feel much better. Good days and bad. I'm mad at myself for ever weening off it in the first place. I feel like it may have triggered all this crap. I've been reading the stickies on amino acids and magnesium and was thinking of trying that. Has anyone had any success with that? Having friends over tonight for the Super Bowl and I'm not anxious to have company, but I am anxious that I have to go home now (I'm at work) and help my husband with some cleaning which for me, is very difficult to get through without crying. Still feel overwhelmed by the new house. When I'm there alone all I want to do is crawl into bed and hang out with my cat :(
Rough day today, hopefully tomorrow will be better.