Is it depression or deep-rest in? Thanks D!

[GeneAllen]

http://youtu.be/KPx0nN6aQj0

This video was placed in another thread. Please consider it as well as other vids of Jeff. He's been down these roads, and knows what is happening. Peace

PS: Thank you Ponder

[Ponder]

YW - just finished my treadmill run and about to have breakfast. Think I'll watch your part 2 one. Takes guts to get on camera and share like that. Have a good evening or whatever it is over there now. I really liked that spot you pulled up on and sat on the back of your truck & WOW what a mug that was you were taking a sip from (I like big mugs lol) :)

[jessed03]

Interesting vid, thanks for posting Ponder, and for reporting Gene, as I missed the original posting.

I can only say about myself, that I've lived very badly, inside my mind mainly. For years and years until my breakdown, I encouraged conflict, turned my back on peace, and got so caught up in life's illusionary games, and ego that breakdown was inevitable.

I do wish I'd found certain material earlier on in my life, but that's the way it goes huh :) at least I've managed to come across some great stuff that has at least helped correct that inner balance.

I'll take a look at some of Jeff's other vids, I haven't watched anything by him until now!