basst1
01-19-2014, 09:31 AM
For the past 2 weeks I have been afraid of dying. It would hit me that I don't know when or how I'll die and started getting afraid to go to sleep because I was afraid of not waking up and being conscious. Well now this past week it has gone wayyyy beyond that. I thought that was scary but what I am experiencing now takes scary to an entire different level.
-Feels like I am literally stuck/trapped in my body and like I want to get out
-I wonder how I got in my body
-when I look at people I don't see people. It feels like a human is not in there, like detached from themselves
-I don't feel human and like I don't know what or who I am
-when I am aware of the thoughts I then feel hyper aware of my consciousness being in my body
-when I am aware I feel like how did my consciousness come about and why am I in this body and not a different one
-I wonder how I look to others, it's like I realized I can't see myself how others see me.
-when I look out it feels like someone who under went surgery and woke up too soon& can see and hear everything but can't move or talk
-it feels like I am so aware of my consciousness being ins
-Feels like I am literally stuck/trapped in my body and like I want to get out
-I wonder how I got in my body
-when I look at people I don't see people. It feels like a human is not in there, like detached from themselves
-I don't feel human and like I don't know what or who I am
-when I am aware of the thoughts I then feel hyper aware of my consciousness being in my body
-when I am aware I feel like how did my consciousness come about and why am I in this body and not a different one
-I wonder how I look to others, it's like I realized I can't see myself how others see me.
-when I look out it feels like someone who under went surgery and woke up too soon& can see and hear everything but can't move or talk
-it feels like I am so aware of my consciousness being ins