AmberGbenga
01-17-2014, 08:47 AM
It only do I hate strangers, but people I trust.. My trust has just been broken.. And I can't even confide in my partner until he gets back from the field.. I miss him so much.. And it hasn't even been like 7 hours yet!! This week better go fast.. But than 2 weeks after that I must go a month without talking to him... Damn why'd I have to fall for an army man.. This shit is hard!! 2 nights in a row of anxiety.. I just want to be with my man, cuddled up in bed without a care in the world.. For just one night.. One night stress free.. With him.. I'd give anything :( long distance is so hard!! Plus people ducking around on me... I want to punch someone's face in.. I'm over this right now.. I just want to be happy and calm.. In the loving arms of my man with my family close by.. I'm not going to have this for at least 2 years.. It's one or the other.. I'm stressed... Money, time, patience, the unknown, I'm stressed, and upset.. And now venting.. Just realized sorry.. But GOD DAMN! GIVE ME A FUXKING BREAK!! Wahhhhhhh..... :'( I can't even fuckig cry because of the meds I'm on... Sleep.. Yes sleep cures everything