30 year old at the top of my depression and anxiety

[catttt13]

Hi guys I am a 30 year old mum of two in the last 6 months I have been in and out of hospital. They thought I might have had lung cancer a month after that I feel down stairs and cracked my tail bone then a month later getting my results that the lump had shrunk to basically nothing. Picking up my kids that day I drove them home an passed out at the wheel. No one was hurt. I have always had anxiety but never depression in the last two weeks it has reached it's all time high. I cry all the time I don't drive. I am always sleepy. Lonely confused irritated. The list could go on. I am off to see a therapist next week. But that feels like forever away. I moved to this town with my parter away from all my family and friends. He is the love of my life and I can feel him getting over my depression and anxiety. My kids pat me on the back and give me cuddles when I am down. I won't take anti depressants as It wasn't a good thing for a lot of people I know. I just feel so lonely in this. :(

[Cullingford]

Hi please dont feel lonely we are all in this together, there is always somone here to talk too. Sounds like you have really been through it lately I hope stuff starts getting better for you soon. Hopefully your therapist can come up with something for you.
Its lovely your kids are giving you lots of cuddles I get a cuddle of mine too if im feeling bad .

[em1]

Hello and welcome to the forum,I know it can be hard when you have children to find the energy to fight the anxiety and depression,there is so many herbal remedies that may help you tho just because so many of your friends have not had a a good result don't mean that you won't if you did want to try them,there's so many options so
Don't feel like it's not going to get better because it will

[mom23]

I am new here too. I gave 3 kids and I understand how u feel. I passed out at the wheel once. But like you. I was lucky no one was hurt and no other cars were involved. I am tired all the time also. I'm here if you ever wanna chat.

[jjh333]

Make a list of something you want to accomplish each day until you see your therapist. Dont write off medications too quickly, they probably saved my life