kketchupp
01-11-2014, 02:46 AM
I have an issue that's been with me for years.
Everytime I get close to a boy, I have hard times to meet him, touch him and relax. I'm getting quiet and avoid having "cute" conversations
Like for example; I stayed at a "friends" house and we cuddled, and I laid on his shoulder and I got the biggest panic attack.
Another example: I got the same feeling with my ex when we were together. But after some weeks they were all gone.
I
But when me and a boy are only friends, then I can be myself completely and hug him and such without problems.
Do anyone know what this could be?
Everytime I get close to a boy, I have hard times to meet him, touch him and relax. I'm getting quiet and avoid having "cute" conversations
Like for example; I stayed at a "friends" house and we cuddled, and I laid on his shoulder and I got the biggest panic attack.
Another example: I got the same feeling with my ex when we were together. But after some weeks they were all gone.
I
But when me and a boy are only friends, then I can be myself completely and hug him and such without problems.
Do anyone know what this could be?