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shaggy82
01-27-2008, 06:23 PM
Hi
Im 25, from Norway and used to be an active boy.
I started work early, and got promoted fast. The challenges in my new job, left my tired every day. I had to lay on my sofa for 2 hours just to have the energy to go out in the evening. I didnt think of it then, until i got a panic attack last june. From there, i got more attacks and dug deeper into my anxiety. Over New Years, my attack went away, leaving me with a constant feeling of small attacks every day. I never had time off, and it was a dayly battle of making me do things. Social things.

Now, im a bit better. I have been in therapy for some time, without any result (in my oppinion). But now i still have the same small attacks, like feeling nausious, or shaky.. but i dont think of it anymore. I dont worry anymore. So it goes over.
Only when a new feeling comes i get attack or smaller attack. And my day is ruined.

Right now, as i write, i have these spots in my sight. Like when you are going to pass out. But i only have 1 spot.. and then another in 10 min.
I havent seen this described anywhere in the list of symptoms, so i wonder if any of you guys have it too?
I can be only a infection in my eyes but i relate EVERYTHING that happens to me as anxiety these days hehe

Anyway, that me.
Hope we will talk much from now on