jayrob1984
11-27-2013, 10:59 PM
hi im new to this forum . im a man and nearly 30 ive always been a sensitive guy and had years of stress that started in my childhood. ive never been lucky in love and after about 5 years of a bad situation of watching my ex on a day to day situation be happy and get on with life while it was impossible for me to get a girl to even bump into me. i decided i could not stick around anymore ( there was other career reasons i stuck around) so i had to turn my back on a big part of my life and the people involved did not see my point of view. it ended in one of the biggest arguments of my life. a week later i went to bed and woke in the night thinking i was having a heart attack . i could not walk or talk and went yellow in the face. i went to hospital where they said my heart trace was fine and that it was a panic attack. since that day my life as never been the same . i literally went from the frying pan into the biggest fire you ever seen . i was about 26 at the time (i think).
ive had another relationship since then that ended badly and made my anxiety worse .
here is my point . im 30 and feel life is already over . im tired of it and worn out . i enjoy nothing and feel i will never find a good relationship . i don't feel im a bad looking guy . im 6ft 1, built and get called frank lampard quite alot (just so you got a idea) but i feel invisible to women . i cant be bothered to try anymore. im not interested in life . i cant stand modern day bollocks and politics and i defo dont wanna be a gangster rappa. i feel im the only guy in the world who feels this way ........... any advice pls ???
ive had another relationship since then that ended badly and made my anxiety worse .
here is my point . im 30 and feel life is already over . im tired of it and worn out . i enjoy nothing and feel i will never find a good relationship . i don't feel im a bad looking guy . im 6ft 1, built and get called frank lampard quite alot (just so you got a idea) but i feel invisible to women . i cant be bothered to try anymore. im not interested in life . i cant stand modern day bollocks and politics and i defo dont wanna be a gangster rappa. i feel im the only guy in the world who feels this way ........... any advice pls ???