I just wanted to say.............

[Paul123]

Anxiety ! I F**kIn hate it !!!!!!!!!!!

[tailspin]

I hear you!!!

[worriedmummy85]

Me aswell to feel normal again would be lovely

[kdoddie]

I agree. I fucking hate anxiety

[Halo2Guy]

It's the absolute worst, I feel your pain dude.

[tailspin]

I'd like to add that I fucking hate depression too!

[kdoddie]

Totally agree!

[PanicPhobia]

I honestly cannot fathom anything worse than anxiety. I don't mean "nervousness" like people get before a job interview. I can handle that. I am talking real anxiety disorders where you constantly feel like you are going insane, where you literally cannot sit still, you cannot concentrate on ANYTHING but the anxiety. Sometimes I literally feel like I want to jump out of my own skin. I have a "restless leg" type of syndrome. I have a tendency to rub my feet together at night when I am in bed. It's been so bad lately that I have woken up bleeding and with blisters where I rubbed them raw.

It's pure torment and I cannot fathom any disorder that could be more painful, at least mentally.

So, yeah, I agree. Fuck anxiety. lol

[Paul123]

Your right.......I F**kin hate depression as well !

[Daisy21]

Does anybody else feel like their anxiety focuses around their relationship? I have a healthy, happy relationship, but lately I feel nothing. It even makes me anxious just to think about my partner. Can't eat, can't fall asleep, wake up in panic when I do get to sleep, can't focus on anything but this anxiety. Does it get better? Does the focus ever change? I don't want to push my boyfriend away because of my anxiety! This sucks..

[Paul123]

Hiya Daisey21 , I iused to really struggle with with this one. I'm so lucky to have such an understanding girlfriend who can read my moods. I used to think that whatever was happening with my relationship caused my anxiety but it's definitely the other way around. Once I worked that out my relationship improved. I think the depression that anxiety causes is probably the biggest relationship killer. Hope this helps.
Oh! ......Still F**ckin hate anxiety by the way !!

[Daisy21]

That does help. The only issue now is now I've convinced myself that I would be happier without him. We've been together for two years, since I was 18 and while all of my other friends are at college finding out who they are and what then want out of life I'm practically married. He's 24 so he's experienced a lot more than I have and is happy being with me for the rest of his life, but the thought of forever with him makes me anxious now! I love him so much but I just can't picture our future together like I could before. I feel like I need to go find myself, but I really care about him. I wish I would have met him 5 years later. He's my best friend and were so compatible. I'm terrified to make the wrong decision and it's giving me so much anxiety. Was this similar to your experience? He understands what's going on and says he'll support me no matter what but I feel like I'm being so unfair to him. Within a week I feel like I fell out of love with him. Is this common?

[Paul123]

Oh I see. Your head must be going around in circles. That plus the worry is causing the anxiety. I think your going to have to make a decision either way . Once you've done that you'll be able to move on and be happy again .Be careful though. The longer you have anxiety the worse it becomes and it can be really hard to get rid of. Just look at the people on this forum. Talk to a close friend. Decide what you want to do, and just do it. I know it's going to be hard but It's going to be the only way your going to be calm and happy healthy again. You can't carry on like this.

[rizzle84]

Same. Just one day would even be nice