doingmybest
01-11-2008, 06:22 PM
Can I just tell everyoe how tired I am of this anxiety day in and day out? Every day practically it is something different. If it isn't tingling in my fingers, its heart palpitations, or a twitching face, or floaters, the list goes on and on. Some days I feel pretty normal but most days I don't. I can honestly say that hardly 5 minutes goes by without me thinking about some horrible condition I probably have.
My husband, friends, family, doctors are so tired of hearing this garbage from me. No one is more tired of hearing it though than me. I feel like I do need help but my insurance doesn't cover therapy and I'm afraid of meds because of the horror stories I've read about withdrawal. So what to do? Some times it's hard to imagine the rest of my life being like this. Why can't I just let these sensations go like 95% of the population?
I used to be so together. It just makes me sad that now I'm not.
My husband, friends, family, doctors are so tired of hearing this garbage from me. No one is more tired of hearing it though than me. I feel like I do need help but my insurance doesn't cover therapy and I'm afraid of meds because of the horror stories I've read about withdrawal. So what to do? Some times it's hard to imagine the rest of my life being like this. Why can't I just let these sensations go like 95% of the population?
I used to be so together. It just makes me sad that now I'm not.