RT24
11-10-2013, 07:57 AM
So I was actually doing pretty well with my anxiety the past few days. But then my grandfather passed away and I had a rough week of wakes and funerals and crying with my family. So the night after the funeral, I felt my family's voices very vividly in my head. Almost as if they were having a conversation in the background of my mind. I'd had something similar the night before, but I was half asleep at the time so I figured it was me drifting off to sleep. I worried about that all day yesterday.
Now, starting last night and into this morning, I feel as if there's a voice in my head that's going to start any minute now. I feel almost as if there's something ready to start speaking in my head, like it's going to happen any moment clearly. As if there's something waiting in the wings, and I'm going to start hearing it vividly soon. Other than that it's very hard to describe. I feel very tense and my thoughts are racing, and sometimes random words come into my head which scares me and makes me think it's a voice coming. I just wanna be normal and not be crazy, why did this have to happen to me!? What do I do!? :((
Now, starting last night and into this morning, I feel as if there's a voice in my head that's going to start any minute now. I feel almost as if there's something ready to start speaking in my head, like it's going to happen any moment clearly. As if there's something waiting in the wings, and I'm going to start hearing it vividly soon. Other than that it's very hard to describe. I feel very tense and my thoughts are racing, and sometimes random words come into my head which scares me and makes me think it's a voice coming. I just wanna be normal and not be crazy, why did this have to happen to me!? What do I do!? :((