assilem
10-10-2013, 12:01 PM
Hello
I've never done a forum like this before so I'm not sure how to start. It's a bit strange for me to talk about this stuff with strangers so this is really hard for me. But I had anxiety depression disorder, I'm not medicated as I have other medical complications and didn't like the meds when I was on them.
I've been dealing with this for 15 years and yesterday had an episode that broke my usual controls and set me back quite away. I haven't had such negative thoughts in such a long time and didn't want to drop this on my family as they are going through a lot themselves and are partly the cause. So here I am.
Not the best into I've ever given and I see a lot of people who need help far more than me.
I've never done a forum like this before so I'm not sure how to start. It's a bit strange for me to talk about this stuff with strangers so this is really hard for me. But I had anxiety depression disorder, I'm not medicated as I have other medical complications and didn't like the meds when I was on them.
I've been dealing with this for 15 years and yesterday had an episode that broke my usual controls and set me back quite away. I haven't had such negative thoughts in such a long time and didn't want to drop this on my family as they are going through a lot themselves and are partly the cause. So here I am.
Not the best into I've ever given and I see a lot of people who need help far more than me.