amazeballs
09-21-2013, 02:29 PM
So I'll make this as short yet detailed as possible and I'll probably be checking like every hour just cause I'm dying for answers. I'm 26 y/o male.. I do not have insurance as I do not have a job anymore. I lost my job about two years ago because of my issue. I recently gave up drinking, I would drink about 2-3 beers daily and heavy on weekends, for about 4 years.
I'm not the best writer so this won't be organized..
My issue: I get anxiety, mainly in cars or buses. I have become recluse and haven't left my house to go further than a few blocks for about two years. About a year and a half ago I had a colonoscopy, and there is nothing wrong with my digestive system. I mention this because my anxiety makes me feel like I need to poop. I've lost my girlfriend, friends and pretty much any type of social life do to it. I can't leave my house.. If I plan to go out on a certain day, when that day comes, I'm in the bathroom trying to poop so that I won't feel the urge when I go out.. But even doing this, I still get these crazy urges.. As soon as I get in a friends car and get a block away or on the bus and get further from my home, it kicks in and I feel like I'm going crazy in my head! It gets hard to breathe and mainly it feels like I need to go.. I always end up making a friend turn around and bring me back or I get off the bus and walk back home.. And once I get home, of course I don't have to go to the bathroom.. I'm not sure if its because I'm not at home, or if its just being in the vehicle but its destroyed my life. I want to get out of my house but I can't, I feel like even if I get insurance again, I wouldn't be able to make it to the appointment because of this.
Oh I missed this, but when if I were to make it somewhere, like I made it to the colonoscopy, I'll feel fine, its the commute that is uncomfortable. I've never pooped myself, never been in an accident.. I don't know what has cause it but I'm really hoping someone had something similar and could I guess help or just let me know that I'm not alone and I'll be OK...
I appreciate any response. Thank you in advance.
I'm not the best writer so this won't be organized..
My issue: I get anxiety, mainly in cars or buses. I have become recluse and haven't left my house to go further than a few blocks for about two years. About a year and a half ago I had a colonoscopy, and there is nothing wrong with my digestive system. I mention this because my anxiety makes me feel like I need to poop. I've lost my girlfriend, friends and pretty much any type of social life do to it. I can't leave my house.. If I plan to go out on a certain day, when that day comes, I'm in the bathroom trying to poop so that I won't feel the urge when I go out.. But even doing this, I still get these crazy urges.. As soon as I get in a friends car and get a block away or on the bus and get further from my home, it kicks in and I feel like I'm going crazy in my head! It gets hard to breathe and mainly it feels like I need to go.. I always end up making a friend turn around and bring me back or I get off the bus and walk back home.. And once I get home, of course I don't have to go to the bathroom.. I'm not sure if its because I'm not at home, or if its just being in the vehicle but its destroyed my life. I want to get out of my house but I can't, I feel like even if I get insurance again, I wouldn't be able to make it to the appointment because of this.
Oh I missed this, but when if I were to make it somewhere, like I made it to the colonoscopy, I'll feel fine, its the commute that is uncomfortable. I've never pooped myself, never been in an accident.. I don't know what has cause it but I'm really hoping someone had something similar and could I guess help or just let me know that I'm not alone and I'll be OK...
I appreciate any response. Thank you in advance.