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MrsJ88
08-09-2013, 07:41 PM
I wanna see the day where when my stomach hurts its just a stomach ache and not me thinking otherwise

I wanna see the day where my chest doesn't hurt at all

I wanna see the day where my breathing feels normal and I'm not trying to take deep breaths

I wanna see the day where I don't wake up feeling insanely bad

I wanna see the day where when I get a couple bruises I don't think I have leukemia or something

I wanna see the day where I don't fear a heart attack

I wanna see the day where every ache and pain, I don't think I'm dying

I wanna see the day where I don't think I have some deathly illness

I wanna see the day where I can drive anywhere I want alone and not be scared/panic

I wanna see the day where I can be my old self again

I wanna see the day where I'm not short of breath just walking around my house

I wanna see the day where I can run and exercise and not panic about it

I wanna see the day where I can play with my son and not have to stop shortly after to catch my breath

I wanna see the day where when my breast hurts a little I don't think I have breast cancer

I wanna see the day where my mouth isn't dry as hell

I wanna see the day where I sleep a solid 8 hours and wake up feeling refreshed


I WANNA SEE THE DAY WHERE I CAN BE NORMAL AND ME AGAIN!!!!!

Ps... My chest is really bugging me tonight!!

Blessed
08-09-2013, 08:00 PM
I wanna see the day where when my stomach hurts its just a stomach ache and not me thinking otherwise

I wanna see the day where my chest doesn't hurt at all

I wanna see the day where my breathing feels normal and I'm not trying to take deep breaths

I wanna see the day where I don't wake up feeling insanely bad

I wanna see the day where when I get a couple bruises I don't think I have leukemia or something

I wanna see the day where I don't fear a heart attack

I wanna see the day where every ache and pain, I don't think I'm dying

I wanna see the day where I don't think I have some deathly illness

I wanna see the day where I can drive anywhere I want alone and not be scared/panic

I wanna see the day where I can be my old self again

I wanna see the day where I'm not short of breath just walking around my house

I wanna see the day where I can run and exercise and not panic about it

I wanna see the day where I can play with my son and not have to stop shortly after to catch my breath

I wanna see the day where when my breast hurts a little I don't think I have breast cancer

I wanna see the day where my mouth isn't dry as hell

I wanna see the day where I sleep a solid 8 hours and wake up feeling refreshed

I WANNA SEE THE DAY WHERE I CAN BE NORMAL AND ME AGAIN!!!!!

Ps... My chest is really bugging me tonight!!

AMEN HONEY!!!! You and me both!!!

MrsJ88
08-09-2013, 08:02 PM
AMEN HONEY!!!! You and me both!!!

Glad I'm not the only one!!

Blessed
08-09-2013, 08:02 PM
Why does our minds automatically assume cancer and death with every pain ache sensation chest pain heart palp and headache???? All we want is some normalcy, we want our old selves back at least I know I do!!!!

MrsJ88
08-09-2013, 08:04 PM
Why does our minds automatically assume cancer and death with every pain ache sensation chest pain heart palp and headache???? All we want is some normalcy, we want our old selves back at least I know I do!!!!

Exactly!! I always assume all of those and pre anxiety, I never even though of any of this!

Blessed
08-09-2013, 08:18 PM
Exactly!! I always assume all of those and pre anxiety, I never even though of any of this!

Used to I lived life to the fullest. Now I live on anxiety to the fullest. It's terrible

MrsJ88
08-09-2013, 08:25 PM
Used to I lived life to the fullest. Now I live on anxiety to the fullest. It's terrible

Same with me!!

anthonyjbro760
08-09-2013, 08:48 PM
Sane here now I'm freaked out bout everything