sfoxy
08-05-2013, 12:47 AM
Hi I'm new here.
I'll just say it straight out. I'm nearly 24, and I've never been in a relationship. This has given me plenty of anxiety inthe past, ussually for a few weeks at a time, but I got used to it, just learned to keep moving forward. Infact I got so used to it that I stopped getting these feelings altogether, until today.
Things happened, and all those emotions I haven't felt in a long time all came rushing back at once and it feels like I've forgotten how to deal with it. It's practically bought me to my knees and it doesn't help that I've been pulling long shifts at work for the last ten days with just enough time to sleep in between!!! (I'm counting 6-7 hours as enough sleep.)
I just want to get it all out. I feel so frustrated and depressed and tired and all the while I'm stuck in this prison of a job and expected to keep a smile on my face and it's all getting to be too much. I don't know what to do.
I'll just say it straight out. I'm nearly 24, and I've never been in a relationship. This has given me plenty of anxiety inthe past, ussually for a few weeks at a time, but I got used to it, just learned to keep moving forward. Infact I got so used to it that I stopped getting these feelings altogether, until today.
Things happened, and all those emotions I haven't felt in a long time all came rushing back at once and it feels like I've forgotten how to deal with it. It's practically bought me to my knees and it doesn't help that I've been pulling long shifts at work for the last ten days with just enough time to sleep in between!!! (I'm counting 6-7 hours as enough sleep.)
I just want to get it all out. I feel so frustrated and depressed and tired and all the while I'm stuck in this prison of a job and expected to keep a smile on my face and it's all getting to be too much. I don't know what to do.