Very anxious...

[HealingTime]

I'm feeling very anxious and that's not good. My husband and I are supposed to talk about money tonight. I have written down notes reminding myself not to be defensive and to be positive and bit confrontational. I'm very nervous. He wants to split money. It feels like the wrong direction to me.

He should have been home by now. He's not any I'm worrying he's avoiding the house again and maybe he didn't mean it when he said he wanted to work on us.

I took a Xanax earlier. Was gonna take another soon before out talk.

Positive. Happy. Simple. Upbeat.

While my stomach is in a sick knot.

[trinidiva]

Just relax and hear him out. Even take notes if you need to. Then address each item calmly. You can do it.

Think positive!

[HealingTime]

I was very calm. And we talked about our relationship. And he'll be joining me to counseling next week. But I am discouraged and sad. Very sad. I married a very immature man.

[HealingTime]

Oh but he won't budge on money. My heart is broken. I am broken. My spirit is broken.