worriedgirl
07-01-2013, 12:07 AM
I don't know why, but every time something bad happens I listen to old school 90s alternative music, usually NIN, Nirvana or Smashing Pumpkins. Then I get even more depressed because of the lyrics and because I'm so old that most people don't even know who Trent Reznor is anymore. I hate going through changes. I hate seeing the world around me change. Nothing good ever lasts and things are just happening way too fast. I'm afraid to feel happy because every time I relax it seems like done thing bad happens again.