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Megpie4525
06-22-2013, 07:49 PM
Hey y'all. I'm a 27 yr old mother of 2 biological children and 2 stepchildren. I feel like I'm losing my mind and no one understands me. I've had my time with anxiety that put me in the hospital but all tests came back fine and I talked myself into bein "normal" again. About 6 weeks ago my husband took me out for my bday and while in a store, I felt like I was gonna faint. Everything was spinning, I took a deep breath and my heart started racing. I think I was holding my breath, I really don't know what happened. We finally made it home and I went to sleep. Next day I would up with fluid on my ears. I finally talked myself into goin to the health dept (no insurance) and said there was just a tiny bit of fluid.l so I got augmentin. It didn't help. I'm a busy person and while I was home for a week sick, I developed a phobia about goin places bc I thought I was gonna pass out everywhere I went. Now my body is sore all over and feels like I have pulled muscles, my neck and jaw get stiff and my ears still have that fluid feel! Is my anxiety causing this? I don't have the nerve to go to the dr yet and I'm becoming a prisoner in my home! Does anyone else have these issues?? Please tell me I'm not losing my mind!!