em1
06-19-2013, 11:05 AM
Hello I thought I would share my last two days with you all,as you know I've been a long term anxiety suffer for years now since I was 17 I'm now 38,I've been in beta blockers on and off for years but have only been on Meds for just over two weeks ago (Zoloft) I went in them as I was getting dark thoughts that scared the hell out of me (which I've never had be4) (and where in gods name they come from I just Don't know,I had lost one stone in two weeks as I got in such a state,I missed a very rare girls weekend away,which is crap as its been planned and payed for last year,and I'm so upset I've missed it,anyway why I posted this today is to say yes I still feel abit of the anxiety and the dark thoughts are still there tho slowly going as I know they are only thoughts they can't hurt me or anyone I love,I'm sleeping good and I've starting eatting again,I've not taken one beta blocker today and I only took one yesterday so what I'm trying to say is if like me who's had this for years and years,things maybe bad sometimes but that rainbow is never to far away 😊 I'm going to get my life back and I know you all can to x