Gatsby
06-17-2013, 03:35 PM
Sssssoooo.....today for the very first time *drum roll* I have been prescribed something to deal with my anxiety! :) But, it was not what I was expecting. My therapist and I were under the impression that I was to get an SSRI for everyday use as I do not have panic attacks everyday. Instead, I got 0.5mg of Clonazepam (a benzodiazepine) twice a day.
Now, here comes the catch. I started reading up on this and the main things I've comprehended is that it makes you drowsy. I've also heard that after a little while of taking Clonazepam, a tolerance begins to develop regarding dizziness and drowsiness effects. I got EXTREMELY anxious about taking this pills when I read on another website that one user of this EXACT dosage of Clonazepam described the first time taking it as some sort of "high" and understood why this prescription is seen as having significantly higher rates of dependency. I'm scared now because I don't want to be in an altered state...I'm very self-aware over the tiniest things like the way I move, speak, act in public, etc. I just don't want to lose 100% control over my speech, actions, etc.
I went to three pharmacists (with my VERY protective dad) and they all made Clonazepam seem like the drug to take in the moment when panic strikes rather than taking the drug each day for relief of chronic anxiety due to some addictive potential, yet they did say that doctors will prescribe it for other anxiety reasons other than pure panic. Due to this fact of patients solely taking them during an attack, my father told me to put the pills on hold for now and wait to express my concerns in further depth with my therapist this upcoming Friday.
My doctor prescribed me a month of Clonazepam and I emailed my therapist about my fears and she told me that I shouldn't be worried about the dependent nature of the drugs and that since it's a low dosage to begin with, I should take it for one week to see how it goes and that I may even like it. My mother told me that since my therapist and GP are encouraging my trial of the drug, I shouldn't take what the pharmacists say too close to heart.
Now, what I'd like to know is if any of you guys had experience with Clonazepam or maybe benzos in general? Do they give you high or high-like feeling? Does the drowsiness get better? Do you notice any relief regarding your anxiety symptoms? Should I be scared and hold off?!?! :( HEEEEEEELP!
Now, here comes the catch. I started reading up on this and the main things I've comprehended is that it makes you drowsy. I've also heard that after a little while of taking Clonazepam, a tolerance begins to develop regarding dizziness and drowsiness effects. I got EXTREMELY anxious about taking this pills when I read on another website that one user of this EXACT dosage of Clonazepam described the first time taking it as some sort of "high" and understood why this prescription is seen as having significantly higher rates of dependency. I'm scared now because I don't want to be in an altered state...I'm very self-aware over the tiniest things like the way I move, speak, act in public, etc. I just don't want to lose 100% control over my speech, actions, etc.
I went to three pharmacists (with my VERY protective dad) and they all made Clonazepam seem like the drug to take in the moment when panic strikes rather than taking the drug each day for relief of chronic anxiety due to some addictive potential, yet they did say that doctors will prescribe it for other anxiety reasons other than pure panic. Due to this fact of patients solely taking them during an attack, my father told me to put the pills on hold for now and wait to express my concerns in further depth with my therapist this upcoming Friday.
My doctor prescribed me a month of Clonazepam and I emailed my therapist about my fears and she told me that I shouldn't be worried about the dependent nature of the drugs and that since it's a low dosage to begin with, I should take it for one week to see how it goes and that I may even like it. My mother told me that since my therapist and GP are encouraging my trial of the drug, I shouldn't take what the pharmacists say too close to heart.
Now, what I'd like to know is if any of you guys had experience with Clonazepam or maybe benzos in general? Do they give you high or high-like feeling? Does the drowsiness get better? Do you notice any relief regarding your anxiety symptoms? Should I be scared and hold off?!?! :( HEEEEEEELP!