stokemelissa
06-06-2013, 04:28 PM
Hello,
I am not sure if this is agoraphobia, but im scared its going that way!
It is in my family, a lot of the older generation and my brother has this too.
The problem I have is, I don't like going too far from home, as in just leaving this city, I panic and start getting tummy ache, leading to me believing I'm ill and I am going to either be sick or the other (backend)- sorry.
I am going London in a few weeks so I will be on the train for 2 1/2 hours, I really want to go because my husband bought me tickets to see Michael buble in concert which I know is a once in a life time thing really. My hubby wants us to really enjoy ourselves and celebrate our one year marriage by having the most romantic time of our life, bless him! And since having a baby, we haven't been able to enjoy ourselves.
The more I think about going though, I feel ill and want to say I can't go but I know I'm defeating the object... I wasn't always like this!
I get questions in my head like: am I ill? What about if I need the toilet and there isn't one? What if I can't come back home because I'm ill? I could have a tummy bug or something that will just come on either the day I go or when I come back.
Ahhh!! It's so frustrating and I just want forget all these thoughts and enjoy myself. The only thing that stops me is the thought of being ill. Am I the only one?
I am not sure if this is agoraphobia, but im scared its going that way!
It is in my family, a lot of the older generation and my brother has this too.
The problem I have is, I don't like going too far from home, as in just leaving this city, I panic and start getting tummy ache, leading to me believing I'm ill and I am going to either be sick or the other (backend)- sorry.
I am going London in a few weeks so I will be on the train for 2 1/2 hours, I really want to go because my husband bought me tickets to see Michael buble in concert which I know is a once in a life time thing really. My hubby wants us to really enjoy ourselves and celebrate our one year marriage by having the most romantic time of our life, bless him! And since having a baby, we haven't been able to enjoy ourselves.
The more I think about going though, I feel ill and want to say I can't go but I know I'm defeating the object... I wasn't always like this!
I get questions in my head like: am I ill? What about if I need the toilet and there isn't one? What if I can't come back home because I'm ill? I could have a tummy bug or something that will just come on either the day I go or when I come back.
Ahhh!! It's so frustrating and I just want forget all these thoughts and enjoy myself. The only thing that stops me is the thought of being ill. Am I the only one?