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thedestroyer
05-01-2013, 02:44 PM
Hi All,

As with many people this is my first foray onto a forum to discuss my issue, from what i've read quite a few people seem to have had similar experiences although perhaps more serious that my own. I am normally a happy go lucky guy and most people consider me a cheerful and enthused young lad. However, inexplicably I will have massive 'mood swings' where I will struggle to concentrate, become unnecessarily anxious, fail to look at things positively or optimistically and generally feel down & fatigued. It started a few years ago at university, where I studied electronic engineering which is a mentally challenging degree and just felt unable to focus on work, think clearly or interact socially as I felt I could!

This leads me to think that it is in some way stress and work related. Given I work in the engineering industry this is unavoidable to an extent, but I generally enjoy my job and it doesn't always constitute a mood swing. I am currently in training for an Iron Man triathlon, which is a huge physical and mental challenge! I need to get a handle on this to stop the uncertainty when I feel good and the devastating downward spiral when the pendulum swings.

In terms of treatment I have tried lots of exercise (tying into my challenge) and have been perscribed citalopram by my doctor, but I stopped taking these when I felt better as I didn't feel the need to carry on with them. I have also been sporadically taking the SSRI 5-HTP which gives me a temporary lift but it inevitably drops off :(. The most frustrating thing is that every time I have a 'down' period I cannot figure out what to do that helps to bring me back to the happier side.

Hopefully some of you all can relate to some of what I'm saying, any help would be much appreciated!

Euan

Lin
05-01-2013, 04:13 PM
If you are going to take tablets you have to persevere with them, they take a while to start working and you should stay on them for a while since working until you can be stable without them.
Anxiety and depression can come from knots of things that happen to you and sometimes completely out of the blue.
Keep trying what help is offered you and hopefully it will work for you - don't forget things like meditation which us really good.

alankay
05-01-2013, 05:40 PM
Do you ever have times when you very good or well, too good and then feel bad/down? Alankay

JJ5
05-01-2013, 06:29 PM
Hi Euan.. I'm JJ. I'm new here too.. I can relate to what u said about having trouble getting out of those down moods. It can be so frustrating. When I'm stuck in them I'll feel everything from upset, confused, crying, trying to pep talk myself, to getting mad cus I know me and I'm not a dumb person so why can't I fix my own moods and stuff?? It's a tough place to be in and I feel ur pain.

Lin
05-01-2013, 07:39 PM
Good if we get a break for a while because something has worked and have to enjoy any breaks we get. When get hope from something have to stick with it to keep it working for you.