Depression

[dstorie]

I been dealing with depression sence I was 14 I am now 19 and now I am getting alout of bad thought wishing I could be a family with my son but my ex isent giveing me custody and I moved away to try and get better but now all I keep thinking if it gets any worse I might end up giveing the battle I am scared to go to the docs cuss the first time I went they locked me up and made me worse and dident help at all and I moved 900 miles from where I was Born and I never been this far and alone and I just feel like giveing up work stresses me out and long hrs don't help I live pay check to pay check my gf makes me happy but she lives an hr away and works when I get done work so we only hang out on Saturday cuss she goes to church and I work on Sundays idk what to do I just need advice

[Dogtime]

The question is, “What happened to you when you were 14?” Do you remember something extremely distressing occurring in your life around this time? ie the loss of a loved one, a serious illness or hospital stay, or being bullied at school? Events like this are often responsible for causing depression. Or possibly something upsetting happened around that time that was very similar to an earlier occurrence and the 2 came together in your emotions to start your depression.

Make some private time and let your mind reflect back, it could help you to understand the cause of your issues, which is the beginning of dissolving them away. Meanwhile there’s a FREE mp3 you can download that has helped many people in similar situations as yourself. You can download it here: http://stevenluzern.com/putting_the_fun.html

[MMA_Matthew]

Hi dstorie what kind of bad thoughts? could you explain ? try to give your self a break your been extremely hard on your self thinking these negative thoughts all the time depression can be caused by negative thinking patterns i know in your situation things may not seem very uplifting try to just find a couple of positive things in your life you mentioned your girlfriend as one. try to book some time off work and take her some where special if you can afford it it doesn't have to be anything fancy maybe just a pick-nick in the park with some cheap bubbly and a few strawberry's? do things and spend time with things that make you happy and reinforce positive thinking. I know this is easier said then done but just give it ago. try and accept for now somethings no matter how much you think of them wont change for the moment and change takes time thinking about the same situation will not make thing change any faster only cause you more head-ache. i would highly advise you go to see the Doctor. i don't know what the law is in your country but i live in the UK and they wont section you here unless your an immediate danger to your self or others and you cannot clean, wash and perform basic hygiene at home. The doctor will help.

[dstorie]

The answer to ur questions is sucida and the outher answer is my dad abused me till I was 16 my mom told me she dosent want anything to to do with that she wish I kill myself and I can't aford time off I need the money or I can't aford my place or truck or food I only have power and water and a cell phone I have no tv no Internet And I am trying to make time for my gf she's coming over Friday night and sat where going to a Tim magra concert cursty of my second dad/boss