ranknfile
04-21-2013, 05:41 PM
Hi there,
Glad I decided to join the forum, seems like it may help. I'm a 30 y.o. male, finally decided to try citalopram a year or so ago, and it works here and there...no side effects really. Just seems it doesn't always help. I definitely would appreciate some perspectives/advice, here goes:
- I smoke pot daily (I enjoy it, self medicate with it...treat it more like a beer after work so don't think I'm fried out all day) Anyone think that may have something to do with the anxiety I still seem to have? Canceling out citalopram?
- Some of the anxiety I have is about social situations: meeting new people, feelings of self-consciousness.
- I'm an artist and musician yet I have major fears/anxiety about starting something new or just sitting down and sketching/practicing. I'll spend a whole day thinking about it doing it and watching the clock while doing so, yet it won't happen. I'd say 4 out of 7 days I feel like this. Thoughts?
Or am I lazy worthless procrastinator?
Hopefully I didn't just waste anyone's time.
Sincerely,
p
Glad I decided to join the forum, seems like it may help. I'm a 30 y.o. male, finally decided to try citalopram a year or so ago, and it works here and there...no side effects really. Just seems it doesn't always help. I definitely would appreciate some perspectives/advice, here goes:
- I smoke pot daily (I enjoy it, self medicate with it...treat it more like a beer after work so don't think I'm fried out all day) Anyone think that may have something to do with the anxiety I still seem to have? Canceling out citalopram?
- Some of the anxiety I have is about social situations: meeting new people, feelings of self-consciousness.
- I'm an artist and musician yet I have major fears/anxiety about starting something new or just sitting down and sketching/practicing. I'll spend a whole day thinking about it doing it and watching the clock while doing so, yet it won't happen. I'd say 4 out of 7 days I feel like this. Thoughts?
Or am I lazy worthless procrastinator?
Hopefully I didn't just waste anyone's time.
Sincerely,
p