All i seen to do is cry

[jessy]

I wonder will I ever feel happiness again ??

All I feel is anxious , depressed , sad , frustrated & sometimes angry .

-17 years of fighting this , I'm tired & it's having a big impact on my family life , I am a wife & mother .

I wish I could get well & stay well .

:-(

[mellymel]

I wonder will I ever feel happiness again ??

All I feel is anxious , depressed , sad , frustrated & sometimes angry .

-17 years of fighting this , I'm tired & it's having a big impact on my family life , I am a wife & mother .

I wish I could get well & stay well .

:-(

I know exactly how you feel. It's hard on anyone, but as a mother the pain touches you on a deeper level. But just keep in mind that nothing lasts forever, not even pain.

[jessy]

mellymel

Thank you <3 xx

[trinidiva]

You took the words out of my mouth. It is hard to fight so hard everyday. I guess I get a little envious when other people seem to be able to enjoy life so effortlessly, and I wish my life were the same!!!!

[Lin]

When you are in the middle of it you never feel it is going to end. Have you tried keeping a mood diary? Not only does it help writing things down and out of your head, but also sometimes you can look back at the diary and realise some days had been better and you had forgotten, so a chink of light. These chinks can make you feel just a little bit like there is hope!

[jessy]

Lin

I've never kept a mood diary , it's something I could try . Thank you :)

[Lin]

Hope it helps Jessy if you do try doing one. Recently it proved that a tablet had given me a real problem for the two months I had taken it, so in the third month realised something wrong so looked back at diary and was told to stop it straight away. So a diary can have lots of ways to help.