ready to check out
02-14-2013, 06:48 PM
Hi is anyone else here from south Louisiana. I am a swm. Would be great to make friends with someone else from this area. Depression is a normal way of life for me. My invisibility hit an all time low today. I tend to be a giver. So I gave 4 different people who claim that I matter a ton to them a doz roses. I work for a company that boasts over 100 employees. i watched so many enjoy getting gifts and stuff. I wasn't expecting anything but it was worse than i thought. Through this all not even one person said happy valentines day to me. Not even those that claim I matter. This fight to hang on is tiring. I fear soon I will lose it. Medicine and therapy does nothing. The emptiness and loneliness are getting old.