Sick & tired of it .

[jessy]

I'm so tired of living like this. I'm so so so so tired. The fight is exhausting .
It's my sons birthday today & I can't feel anything but deep sadness & dispair . So tired :-(

[Sentinelle]

You're not alone!! Please try to enjoy your son's bday and please don't let him know you are sad just try and live the moment until your mind focuses on the good things in life. Once I read that one of the ways to reduce the despair from anxiety is to be grateful for what we have even if we feel sad and alone. Make a list of all the good things you have in life and be greatful for them I'm sure your son is one of them. Godbless Jessy!

[perfectmess]

I completely understand.

[jessy]

Thank you !!

My son is a blessing , both of them are .
I feel immense guilt that I can not enjoy them as I should do , instead I'm just going through the motions .

I love them so much , it's so painful to feel this way .

So lonely .

My son had a lovely birthday ,
I'm very emotional , I'll check in later
Jessy