lozzy45
02-07-2013, 06:58 PM
Hello
I'm Lorraine I have clinical depression and anxiety
I'm on medication can't remember what's called but it's begins with an S. I've been through loads of different types of medication and I think I have got the right one now, I hope!
I hardly leave my house. I don't like the outside world. I have also pushed my friends away. So I rarely talk to friends. I've tried to become more vocal on Facebook. My mother has been a great help. I try so hard to do normal daily active activities. It's hard mentally. The tablets help me it's like the anxiety is almost not there so I feel I can do more but it's still a worry in my brain.
I've been out of work since march last year. Not getting any money now so I try my best to sell stuff on eBay. I know how to make websites and its brilliant that I can do it from home but I lack motivation and focus. Plus the fact I don't think I'm good. Or that it is too much for me to take on. I'm meant to be working on a website now, just I don't know, lack motivation.
I have not had conderlling yet. I have had therapy for my anxiety and how to cope with it and that the thoughts that I do have are not realistic. But I don't want to cope. I want to know why I am like I am.
Sorry for the long introduction on my lameness
I'm Lorraine, I love graphic design. I have been to uni for 5 years. Im a geek. And I have not gone out and had a good time in months.
I'm Lorraine I have clinical depression and anxiety
I'm on medication can't remember what's called but it's begins with an S. I've been through loads of different types of medication and I think I have got the right one now, I hope!
I hardly leave my house. I don't like the outside world. I have also pushed my friends away. So I rarely talk to friends. I've tried to become more vocal on Facebook. My mother has been a great help. I try so hard to do normal daily active activities. It's hard mentally. The tablets help me it's like the anxiety is almost not there so I feel I can do more but it's still a worry in my brain.
I've been out of work since march last year. Not getting any money now so I try my best to sell stuff on eBay. I know how to make websites and its brilliant that I can do it from home but I lack motivation and focus. Plus the fact I don't think I'm good. Or that it is too much for me to take on. I'm meant to be working on a website now, just I don't know, lack motivation.
I have not had conderlling yet. I have had therapy for my anxiety and how to cope with it and that the thoughts that I do have are not realistic. But I don't want to cope. I want to know why I am like I am.
Sorry for the long introduction on my lameness
I'm Lorraine, I love graphic design. I have been to uni for 5 years. Im a geek. And I have not gone out and had a good time in months.