My Life! Help!

[rowe.18]

Well ever sense I was about 10 I've had social anxiety and depression . I've always been labeled the quit one or the weird one. When growing up my family moved around a lot. So I was always being thrown in to different schools. Which I think made it even worse. Never had any good friends in school. The friends I do have are family and people I have known sense I was 5 and they somewhat under stand my problem. I am a social retard! I have never had a girlfriend all the way up throw high school. In fact I am 25 and I am still a Virgin! It's not that I am a bad guy or not good looking. I am a nice guy, maybe too nice. I go to the gym. I have girls tell me I look good. I have grate paying job. When ever I confront a girl that I think is cute my head go's blank and I act like an idiot. I feel like I am a complete failure I life! I feel like a freak! I could go on and on, but I don't want to make this to big. I'm just wondering if there is anyone out there the same type of problem?

[demi]

Hey,

You're not alone. I joined today and I suffer from similar problems. I go to college and I suffer with daily panic attacks, and I skip classes just for the fear of being called out to talk. I've never had a boyfriend, (I'm 17) and to tell you the truth, I haven't even had my first kiss! Although people tell me I'm pretty and my step brothers friends think I'm good looking, my self esteem tells me otherwise. I can't even perform the simplest tasks like using public transport or calling people. It drives me insane! You're not a freak though, I can tell you that. It's not your fault you're like this. I know exactly how you feel and I hope one day you'll be okay again :) Just keep a bit of faith, seek some help and find ways to ease the stress. I know what it's like for people to say ''you'll be okay one day'' ''you'll get over it'' because it doesn't help. Keep your head up :)