unbearable

[beanbaby]

Don't want to feel like this anymore, I've dealt with so much heartache over the yrs I don't understand why I'm like this now, have I reached the end of my rope? I'm tired and ashamed of feeling like this, I want it to go away

[alankay]

It will likely only happen with some effort and treatment. Have you talked to a doc or therapist about all this? Alankay