fabledtongues
12-31-2012, 06:38 AM
I feel like its really hard for me to type this because I'm not exactly sure how to explain what I'm experiencing.
I've been doing this weird thing when I sleep when I am falling asleep I fall into a dreamlike state and imagine myself in a scenario, like I watched storage wars the other night and my mind gave me the scenario of I was selling a storage unit and blah blah. Usually those scare me and I wake up and I know it wasn't real and I'm not an auctioneer or whatever.
But last night was totally different. I watched the lion king and went to bed afterwards. Of course my brain gave me the scenario of I being a lion and stuff. Well problem was, when I opened my eyes due to fear, I came to reality but I still believed I was a lion even when I was awake and looking around. I couldn't stop thinking about it. I could've sworn I was going crazy. I eventually went to sleep although I don't know how. I woke up this morning though from a very vivid dream which I've been having a lot of lately, and I thought it had actually happened which has never happened to me before. I tried to go back to sleep but I couldn't stop thinking that the dream had actually happened. I am now awake and so scared.
I've been having this dull ache/mild pressure in one spot in my head all night. I've found I can't really communicate well anymore, I can't find the words to talk to my mom about it, not that I can't tell her I just feel like I can't even find words to tell her. Im having problems with talking, I'm having problems with my memory, and I'm having horrible derealization and depersonalization. I feel like these scenarios an dreams I am having are melding their way into my reality and I'm losing my mind. I'm scared I have some kind of brain tumor or blockage or something that's causing all of it. If its not something wrong with my brain, why am I believing I'm other people? I'm scared if this keeps happening I'm going to just lose control of my mind and I'll become what I see, and not know who I am. I'm so scared. If anyone could help or anything I'd appreciate it.
I've been doing this weird thing when I sleep when I am falling asleep I fall into a dreamlike state and imagine myself in a scenario, like I watched storage wars the other night and my mind gave me the scenario of I was selling a storage unit and blah blah. Usually those scare me and I wake up and I know it wasn't real and I'm not an auctioneer or whatever.
But last night was totally different. I watched the lion king and went to bed afterwards. Of course my brain gave me the scenario of I being a lion and stuff. Well problem was, when I opened my eyes due to fear, I came to reality but I still believed I was a lion even when I was awake and looking around. I couldn't stop thinking about it. I could've sworn I was going crazy. I eventually went to sleep although I don't know how. I woke up this morning though from a very vivid dream which I've been having a lot of lately, and I thought it had actually happened which has never happened to me before. I tried to go back to sleep but I couldn't stop thinking that the dream had actually happened. I am now awake and so scared.
I've been having this dull ache/mild pressure in one spot in my head all night. I've found I can't really communicate well anymore, I can't find the words to talk to my mom about it, not that I can't tell her I just feel like I can't even find words to tell her. Im having problems with talking, I'm having problems with my memory, and I'm having horrible derealization and depersonalization. I feel like these scenarios an dreams I am having are melding their way into my reality and I'm losing my mind. I'm scared I have some kind of brain tumor or blockage or something that's causing all of it. If its not something wrong with my brain, why am I believing I'm other people? I'm scared if this keeps happening I'm going to just lose control of my mind and I'll become what I see, and not know who I am. I'm so scared. If anyone could help or anything I'd appreciate it.