aidendean
12-27-2012, 08:35 PM
Hello everyone (again),
Things have been getting progressively worse every single day, I don't know what's wrong with me but everyone I try and talk to just say "it's anxiety or depression" and I'm completely sick of it, I'm just going to list every single one of my symptoms and I would be so grateful if you could tell me if your feeling the same or have ideas on what is going on with me:
-my main symptom is constant numbess weakness weird sensation down the right side of my body, sometimes like its not even there!
-constant headaches, they change in severity from pain to dullness to pressure!
- I feel like I'm just living in a dream, and this is no joke, I don't believe any day of my life is actually happening, and I'm doing things that I would never normally do!
- my vision seems to be like loads of tiny dots its not blurred as such just disturbed, also I have loads of floaters and flashing lights especially when my eyes are closed!
- I can never sleep at night, If anything I hate sleep, possibly because I'm terrified I won't wake up and also when I do wake up I feel terrible like I can't even move
- I get a weird tingly feeling on the crown of my head, like a worm is wriggling under my skin, this is mainly at night
- I get constant muscle twitches that last for minutes sometimes all over my body neck legs arms everywhere!
- I get pins and needles feeling on my right side mainly but as soon as I move my the part of the body it goes away
- I feel like when I touch my body it's not mine and that I'm not controlling my body, this is pretty much constant and scares the hell out of me!
- I have a strong pain behind my eyes which can be really bad at times
- my memory is very poor, I will be about to do something the completely forget what it was I was going to do, but this happens 4-5 times a day!
- I feel extremly disconnected from my body, like I amaze myself when I move my hands and it feels like its not me doing it!
- quite bad back pain from the neck right down to the bottom of my spine
- a major increase in sexual desires, I'm constantly horny and have been masturbating alot more frequently!
I just generally feel like my body is shutting down and some sort of disease or illness is killing me, I've been to many doctors and a physician who has booked me in for an mri scan on the 17th but I fear I won't be here to see the day :/ I'm just constantly scared something is seriously wrong with me and everyone is missing it :/, I don't know who I am anymore I look in the mirror and don't see the person I used too, this all started completely randomly one day, before that I didn't have a worry In the world, never been anxious about anything, and now my world is destroying right in front of my eyes, please if you have any suggestions, advice or diagnosis I would be ever so greatful thank you so much for taking your time to read this!!
Things have been getting progressively worse every single day, I don't know what's wrong with me but everyone I try and talk to just say "it's anxiety or depression" and I'm completely sick of it, I'm just going to list every single one of my symptoms and I would be so grateful if you could tell me if your feeling the same or have ideas on what is going on with me:
-my main symptom is constant numbess weakness weird sensation down the right side of my body, sometimes like its not even there!
-constant headaches, they change in severity from pain to dullness to pressure!
- I feel like I'm just living in a dream, and this is no joke, I don't believe any day of my life is actually happening, and I'm doing things that I would never normally do!
- my vision seems to be like loads of tiny dots its not blurred as such just disturbed, also I have loads of floaters and flashing lights especially when my eyes are closed!
- I can never sleep at night, If anything I hate sleep, possibly because I'm terrified I won't wake up and also when I do wake up I feel terrible like I can't even move
- I get a weird tingly feeling on the crown of my head, like a worm is wriggling under my skin, this is mainly at night
- I get constant muscle twitches that last for minutes sometimes all over my body neck legs arms everywhere!
- I get pins and needles feeling on my right side mainly but as soon as I move my the part of the body it goes away
- I feel like when I touch my body it's not mine and that I'm not controlling my body, this is pretty much constant and scares the hell out of me!
- I have a strong pain behind my eyes which can be really bad at times
- my memory is very poor, I will be about to do something the completely forget what it was I was going to do, but this happens 4-5 times a day!
- I feel extremly disconnected from my body, like I amaze myself when I move my hands and it feels like its not me doing it!
- quite bad back pain from the neck right down to the bottom of my spine
- a major increase in sexual desires, I'm constantly horny and have been masturbating alot more frequently!
I just generally feel like my body is shutting down and some sort of disease or illness is killing me, I've been to many doctors and a physician who has booked me in for an mri scan on the 17th but I fear I won't be here to see the day :/ I'm just constantly scared something is seriously wrong with me and everyone is missing it :/, I don't know who I am anymore I look in the mirror and don't see the person I used too, this all started completely randomly one day, before that I didn't have a worry In the world, never been anxious about anything, and now my world is destroying right in front of my eyes, please if you have any suggestions, advice or diagnosis I would be ever so greatful thank you so much for taking your time to read this!!