i feel horribbly guilty

[callmeshady]

last year i was at a party and got drunk and tried to molest this girl..and i totaly hate myself for it...im never gonna be able to forgive myself..and i hate my life...i didnt wanna do it..i dont know why it happend..im gonna regret it for the rest of my life..alot of my anxiety come from this..and i deserve it...the problem is i remeber doing it and i wish i didnt...i have to live with this guilt now. and im not lookin for sympathy i guess because i dont deserve it..idk if i deserve anything anymore

[V for Victor]

You were drunk, and things like that do happen when you're drunk. Perhaps this is a good motivation to give up drinking, if you haven't already done so?

Whatever the case, it's in the past, and the only thing you can do is move on. I don't know if you knew the girl, or didn't, or if you made a serious apology later or what, but if there's anything you feel that you could say or do to help make it right with her, maybe that's a good course of action, if it can relieve the guilt.