Stressed today

[mellymel]

I have been doing better over all, but some days I feel so scared. Today is one of them. My horrible thoughts are racing and I just want them gone. I don't want to think these things anymore. I had these terrible visions last night flash before me of me hurting my daughter, again. I got so anxious and I felt so scared that I was going to act impulsively and do what I was thinking :( if I'm not a horrible, murderous mom then why am I thinking like one? I'm scared of myself.

[danreid82]

Try watching an old Christmas movie. I don't hay usage round, it only helps briefly, but it helps

[danreid82]

Worst auto correct ever. I meant to say I watch Xmas movies year round and it helps. Lol

[mellymel]

Haha thanks

[dazza]

Worst auto correct ever. I meant to say I watch Xmas movies year round and it helps. Lol

You know if I have to watch ONE more edition of "Wizard of Oz" or "The Snowman"... It'll likely push me over the edge 'n all! lol

[mellymel]

Wizard of oz isn't a Christmas movie...lol

[jhunter89]

Return to oz is always on at Xmas. Wicked movie :D

[jhunter89]

Oh and I've seen worse auto corrects pmsl! :D