animegirl4ever
12-06-2012, 09:39 PM
Hello people of AF (anxiety forums)
I'm new here so I apologize if this is in the wrong category but I deiced to give out my story of what's going on with me right now
I am a 21 (going on 22) year old Catholic woman who has had anxiety for a while although I haven't been diagnosed in anyway. I dropped out of college since it was causing me to be depressed I thought I'd go back this year but it never happened. LAtely what's been happing is seeing things that arn't there (at night), anxiety over my eating habits and I'm a hypochondria my boyfriend also suggested I may be a religous hypochondria of sorts.
My grandfather isn't doing well causing a rift and a fight on my moms side of the family my mom works alot and I don't drive my mom is swamped with work and the family matters finding me a psychologist was on the list back when I was in college but was pushed back my mom remembered the idea recently but it seems to have been pushed back again I don't want to be a burden and I feel often that I am. At times I've felt unmotivated, useless, and like I'd be better off somewhere else.
Other then my family Church and my faith have been a cause for anxiety lately we lost our priest some time last year getting a new one the anxiety and stress started after he got a sound system to play music he played it loudly and it vibrated the floor thankfully this has gone down however I did have an anxiety attack during mass combined with a new worry of getting hungry or rather low blood sugar doing church this fear makes sunday mornings very stressful. I never thought it would happen but I'm slowly questioning my faith but also trying to live it how I want I've been having probomls struggling over my budding sexual awaking combind with how it fairs with my relgion and its part of what is causing me anxiety (Not the boyfriend not at all)
Not having a doctor (I've been going to my pediatrician up till now) as well as no dental insurance also is not helping I had a full fledged panic attack when I had to go talk to a wisdom tooth doctor (whom told us he couldn't work on me) that was the first time I ever had a panic attack but I panic any time the subject is brought up currently I'm in no pain from them (other then when I'm hungry) so my mom is pushing it off till a later time when I can handle it better. Also I have six fillings I still have to get done so now I'm worried when I eat well anything I normally eat because I don't want the cavities to get worse
1. Family
2. Sex and my religious views
3. Health
The anxiety and depression only got this bad this year not being able to see friends much and being put down by my parents didn't help. I'm hoping someone or more then one can help me on this site I only have two people for support My boyfriend and my Best guy friend but I don't want to be a burden on them which it feels like I am at times
So that is my story
I'm new here so I apologize if this is in the wrong category but I deiced to give out my story of what's going on with me right now
I am a 21 (going on 22) year old Catholic woman who has had anxiety for a while although I haven't been diagnosed in anyway. I dropped out of college since it was causing me to be depressed I thought I'd go back this year but it never happened. LAtely what's been happing is seeing things that arn't there (at night), anxiety over my eating habits and I'm a hypochondria my boyfriend also suggested I may be a religous hypochondria of sorts.
My grandfather isn't doing well causing a rift and a fight on my moms side of the family my mom works alot and I don't drive my mom is swamped with work and the family matters finding me a psychologist was on the list back when I was in college but was pushed back my mom remembered the idea recently but it seems to have been pushed back again I don't want to be a burden and I feel often that I am. At times I've felt unmotivated, useless, and like I'd be better off somewhere else.
Other then my family Church and my faith have been a cause for anxiety lately we lost our priest some time last year getting a new one the anxiety and stress started after he got a sound system to play music he played it loudly and it vibrated the floor thankfully this has gone down however I did have an anxiety attack during mass combined with a new worry of getting hungry or rather low blood sugar doing church this fear makes sunday mornings very stressful. I never thought it would happen but I'm slowly questioning my faith but also trying to live it how I want I've been having probomls struggling over my budding sexual awaking combind with how it fairs with my relgion and its part of what is causing me anxiety (Not the boyfriend not at all)
Not having a doctor (I've been going to my pediatrician up till now) as well as no dental insurance also is not helping I had a full fledged panic attack when I had to go talk to a wisdom tooth doctor (whom told us he couldn't work on me) that was the first time I ever had a panic attack but I panic any time the subject is brought up currently I'm in no pain from them (other then when I'm hungry) so my mom is pushing it off till a later time when I can handle it better. Also I have six fillings I still have to get done so now I'm worried when I eat well anything I normally eat because I don't want the cavities to get worse
1. Family
2. Sex and my religious views
3. Health
The anxiety and depression only got this bad this year not being able to see friends much and being put down by my parents didn't help. I'm hoping someone or more then one can help me on this site I only have two people for support My boyfriend and my Best guy friend but I don't want to be a burden on them which it feels like I am at times
So that is my story