Slammed Vdub
12-05-2012, 10:05 PM
so i have been anxiety free for a while now. I went to a trans-Siberian concert tonight and i was absolutely fine throughout the concert. Not a trace of anxiety. But after i left i became super depressed and the anxiety started to creep back. It seems anytime i go to an exciting event it comes back. Sorta like i wish my life was as exciting as the event. Going to exciting events really seems like showing how boring and uneventful my life is. I wish i could be on stage feeling all of the energy all the time instead of living my boring life. Can anyone else relate to this? It seems to be my trigger, but i have no idea why.