ck0812
11-30-2012, 02:16 PM
I managed to get in today but not until 3.30pm and then he was running very late and I was getting very anxious. I ended up being there for 30mins with him. But I've actually come away feeling worse. I just feel stupid for telling him how I feel. He's told me to talk to my family about how I'm feeling over the weekend and I have to go back on Monday. But I told him over and over again that I can't talk to anyone about how I'm feeling and I have tried in the past and it just doesn't help. I really dont know what he expects me to say on Monday. Nothing is goin to change. I have got the whole weekend to be miserable, and struggle through. It's going to be the longest weekend ever. He is referring me to the mental health team but he said it will take a while tho. I had to beg him to change my meds to the ones I was on before as they worked. I only came off them as they knocked me out at night and wasn't waking up to my son. He won't change them until I see him again on Monday. I just don't even want to go back on Monday now. I just think its pointless. X