recca
11-30-2012, 01:09 PM
I have always had issues with being anxious, worrying, and easily stressed. I always thought I'd just get over it till about 6 months ago when I had my first pannic attack. I denied needing help, even to my husband who must really love me a lot bc I had major issues before he even proposed. We have also always had great physical chemistry. Now that I'm on meds, the meds take that away almost 100%
On top of that I don't feel like they are helping and I don't feel like being a lab rat anymore. I also like to target shoot, been doing it my whole life but I always feel i need to give up my guns for a month when starting a new pill bc there is that chance of suicidal thoughts. Has anyone else felt this strapped? I want to quit them and try it on my own again and let my husband try n help me. But I don't know if I will be too over whelmed.
On top of that I don't feel like they are helping and I don't feel like being a lab rat anymore. I also like to target shoot, been doing it my whole life but I always feel i need to give up my guns for a month when starting a new pill bc there is that chance of suicidal thoughts. Has anyone else felt this strapped? I want to quit them and try it on my own again and let my husband try n help me. But I don't know if I will be too over whelmed.