sofi123
11-26-2012, 09:43 AM
Hi everyone, I'm glad to have found this forum as it helps to know (unfortunately) that other people are in the same boat as I am.
I've been going to a conciliar for about 6 weeks now, I'm not prescribed any medication which i dont know is a good thing or not. Upon my first session I was told what I already knew - that I have anxiety. To be honest I think it is all self inflicted as I had my first panic attack after smoking a blunt about 5 months ago. Since then I wouldn't say I've had a fully blown panic attack but have suffered mentally rather than physically. Ive stopped drinking as that seems to set it off really bad. I ended up in A&E about 3 months ago after a night out drinking.
I've looked through the forums here and I seem to have all the symptoms everyone else has from what seems to be the more common ones like heart palpitations, derealization to waking up seeing things in my room.
Last week I had the worst day of my life. I never thought it was possible to feel that way. Sometimes I feel extremely overwhelmed and just wait for something bad to happen.
The thing that annoys me is that I am fully aware that everything that I feel or think about, such as when I think I'm going crazy or feel unreal, is all a symptom of anxiety.
I'm so sick of it and wish my body would cop on. I'm only 20 years old and really enjoyed life and had loads of friends and I can feel that slipping away.
I'm mentally an physically worn out.
Sorry for the long post.
X
I've been going to a conciliar for about 6 weeks now, I'm not prescribed any medication which i dont know is a good thing or not. Upon my first session I was told what I already knew - that I have anxiety. To be honest I think it is all self inflicted as I had my first panic attack after smoking a blunt about 5 months ago. Since then I wouldn't say I've had a fully blown panic attack but have suffered mentally rather than physically. Ive stopped drinking as that seems to set it off really bad. I ended up in A&E about 3 months ago after a night out drinking.
I've looked through the forums here and I seem to have all the symptoms everyone else has from what seems to be the more common ones like heart palpitations, derealization to waking up seeing things in my room.
Last week I had the worst day of my life. I never thought it was possible to feel that way. Sometimes I feel extremely overwhelmed and just wait for something bad to happen.
The thing that annoys me is that I am fully aware that everything that I feel or think about, such as when I think I'm going crazy or feel unreal, is all a symptom of anxiety.
I'm so sick of it and wish my body would cop on. I'm only 20 years old and really enjoyed life and had loads of friends and I can feel that slipping away.
I'm mentally an physically worn out.
Sorry for the long post.
X