defmunel
11-23-2012, 11:19 AM
This is one of the most difficult things I've ever put my body through. Im only 6 weeks and have a long way to go. It's already been hell. It increases my anxiety, causing me to believe I have an autoimmune disorder. I very well might, and I'm planning to get tested, but putting that aside, I've never felt so awful. I've heard stories of women saying their anxiety got better when they were pregnant, along with the autoimmune disorder. Unfortunately I am not one of those women. I think I'm getting depressed as well. :'(. I cannot ever do this again to myself. I'm grateful for my children, but holy geez, this is almost more than I can handle. Just a vent post of sorts.