need help with post abortion depression

[richy1991]

hey all

iv suffered from anxiety and depression for almost 2 years now
in the beginning i didnt know what was causing this, i was so confused
however know after so long dealing with it i have realised what actually caused it and is still fuelling it in the back of my mind

about a month before i had my first anxiety attack my girlfriend aborted my our baby
i didnt want her to do it but she did, i had never been so hurt before, felt like my life had been obliterated

i couldnt see that this was the cause at first cus i know believe i was in the denial stage of the abortion
but i know know this is the cause

as of today my anxiety is pretty well, flares up time to time or if my depression is too great
but the thing that is really getting to me over the last year is the depression side

i was wondering if there was anyone i could talk to, that maybe has some advice for me

p.s im going to a post abortion help center, if i can ever bring myself to go that is

cheers
Richy

[FraidyKat]

Hi,

This is my first post so I hope I'm doing it right. I saw your post and understand your pain and depression. Abortions
are supposed to be an "easy-out" but there not especially when a couple is at odds with the plan. I think going
to a post abortion clinic is a great idea. They'll know much better than me how to help you deal with this trauma. Please
know I'm thinking of you and putting you in my prayers.

FK_

[richy1991]

Thank you for you reply
yeah i just need to bring myself to go to the clinic
i will force myself monday
Thank You

Richy