Anxiety so bad you don't breathe

[disturbedone]

I will have that at times for hours on end. I can't stop thinking of the man I lost, every day I have a never ending video playing in my head of All the bad with little good just running through my head. I want him back so badly but it won't ever happen again. But the anxiety, it's so tight. And burns so badly. .

[jhunter89]

Aw that's so sad :( what happened? (that is if you want to talk about it)

[disturbedone]

He dumped me. Shrug. It wasn't working and fell to flames basically. Just a sad sob story. It sucks a lot though, feeling so much for one person, it isn't fair. Why would anyone feel so much for one person and not have it returned? How is that even possible?

[jhunter89]

I imagine I'd feel the same if my man left me, think I'd cry every waking moment of everyday. So i feel real bad for you. How long have you split? Hopefully in time you'll be able to move on. Time is a great healer, or so they say.

[disturbedone]

Time doesn't heal anything. I don't believe that. You just learn to repress the memories and put on a straight face. But I haven't cried yet. I do little sniffles here an there and then berate myself for it and stop. I just want him. Bleh.