jdubb4045
10-15-2012, 08:24 AM
I have been dealing with GAD and panic for over six months now. I am starting to feel as though my life is over. I have not worked in over a month now due to the anxiety and I am not sure if I can ever go back. If I am even a little nervous about something, I cannot sleep at all. This really affected my job and I had to ask for a lay off because of it. Money is really tight now and I worry about it constantly. I look back at my life before all this started and I had a great job and was very confident in myself. Now I don't feel as if I can acomplish anything. I think my wife will eventually leave me because I am basically a total loser now. I guess I can't blame her. My three year old son is going to grow up and realize that his dad is a coward. I am heading for a divorce and I will be living in my parents basement at 34 years old. Not really the life I expected to have. I try to face my fears and sometimes I can, but then I just find other things to worry about and fear. Also I never get any sleep when I am worried about something. I am so sick of all of this. What should I do?