ariokage
09-27-2012, 02:08 PM
Im so nervous and I feel really trapped.
I want to say whats wrong with me but I'm afraid people will just think I'm stupid. Just thinking about saying them makes me cry because they cant be helped. Im so scared and nervous about everything and have no one but my doctor to talk too but all he does is ask me about college because of my mom.
Ive been home for a year just sulking in my anxiety and its very painful. Everything is painful.
I have so many things I need to say but Ill never have enough time to say them all and I don't want to wait once a week to brush the surface on each and every thing, I need to let it all out at once theres no other way.
But my problems are stupid so my doctor and mom will probably just treat it like a joke or make me feel like it will be worse. If i said it here I'm sure people here would think its dumb too. Im afraid of my feelings.
Only one person I think I would be able to talk to is my best friend but shes away in college and wouldn't be able to talk to me now. I need to talk to someone about this in person
How can I tell them whats wrong when its all so stupid? How can I be brave enough to look like an idiot and talk about my problems?
I want to say whats wrong with me but I'm afraid people will just think I'm stupid. Just thinking about saying them makes me cry because they cant be helped. Im so scared and nervous about everything and have no one but my doctor to talk too but all he does is ask me about college because of my mom.
Ive been home for a year just sulking in my anxiety and its very painful. Everything is painful.
I have so many things I need to say but Ill never have enough time to say them all and I don't want to wait once a week to brush the surface on each and every thing, I need to let it all out at once theres no other way.
But my problems are stupid so my doctor and mom will probably just treat it like a joke or make me feel like it will be worse. If i said it here I'm sure people here would think its dumb too. Im afraid of my feelings.
Only one person I think I would be able to talk to is my best friend but shes away in college and wouldn't be able to talk to me now. I need to talk to someone about this in person
How can I tell them whats wrong when its all so stupid? How can I be brave enough to look like an idiot and talk about my problems?