Child with Medical problems

[learningtolivethrumyfears]

I have a child with a rare medical condition. Because of my social anxiety it has been hard to get support for myself. Which I know I need more and more each day. Worrying, focusing on expecting worst at any and every moment. It effects me and my ability to give her the best life I can. Living not knowing if the next trip to the doctor will be the one I hear my worst nightmare confirmed. Even more harder than that is the fact I've heard that before saying to say goodbye. Then, She would get better, what if I don't catch her getting sick in time to save her next time?

[trinidiva]

I don't know if you are religious or not, but we, as simple people do not have all the answers. We just don't. You cannot spend your life worried about "what if? What if?" You just can't....you will literally drive yourself crazy. Enjoy each day with your child, and try to live for the moment. That's all each one of us can do because not one of us is promised tomorrow.