learningtolivethrumyfears
09-19-2012, 10:08 AM
I have a child with a rare medical condition. Because of my social anxiety it has been hard to get support for myself. Which I know I need more and more each day. Worrying, focusing on expecting worst at any and every moment. It effects me and my ability to give her the best life I can. Living not knowing if the next trip to the doctor will be the one I hear my worst nightmare confirmed. Even more harder than that is the fact I've heard that before saying to say goodbye. Then, She would get better, what if I don't catch her getting sick in time to save her next time?