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leeann76
09-16-2012, 08:25 AM
Hi. I've been working on overcoming agoraphobia for about 3 years. Sometimes I feel like I'm never gonna fully recover. I feel like I'm existing and not living. I do get out and push through and I've even been working a part time job for the past few months.

A big issue that holds me back is eating. It's like I withhold food. I don't know if that makes sense or not. I've read that it's a control thing. If everything feels out of control in your life, that is the one thing you can control. Doesn't really make much sense to me, but that's the best explanation I could find. I do have emetaphobia as well.

I hate this!!!! I've gone through so much in my life. I deserve to have my life back!!!!